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Name: Jessica
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Cincinnati
Interests: GOD, GOD, GOD!!!!!!, dancing, knitting, bowling, euchre, poker, playing pool, cars, cars, cars (esp. Nissan and Honda), anything having to do with music, playing the piano, trying to find time to learn the guitar, singing, reading (anything and everything, esp. sci-fi/fantasy), Harry Potter, LOTR, CHRONICLES OF NARNIA (in the ORIGINAL order!!!!!), living the fullest life I possibly can, little kids (I LOOOOOVE little kids and children's ministry), pink things, outdoor stuff (I looooooove nature with my whole being - stargazing - I could stargaze for hours at a time, watching the sun, feeling the wind, just being out there admidst the beauty, admiring all of God's creation, camping, cars, my sweet friends, sweet simplicity
Expertise: Understanding that my life is not about me...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  JessyGirl0908
Member Since:
3/27/2006
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| So yeah, today was another hard day. I woke up this morning and wanted to cry and not get up. Instead, I went and sat at Kofenya and tried to read, tried to journal, but my brain was too numb to concentrate. So then I just sat there trying not to cry and my friend Renee came out and sat down. We talked, and it was really good. She's going through rough times as well, and I think it's kinda cool how the Lord constantly uses things like that to show us that we're never alone our suffering.
Well. Y'all know how much I love writing lyrics, so I just started to scribble in my journal, and in an hour, the Lord helped me write a piece that honestly... I feel it is one of the most real songs I've written to date. I'll post the lyrics here, but I also have another xanga site just for my poems and song lyrics and things of that nature, so I can keep them all in one place.
http://www.xanga.com/Overflow_4_Jesus
I hope you enjoy this, and comments/feedback is greatly appreciated!!!!
Because of You
I don't know how you came to be such a deep and huge part of me
Why this was destined from the start, I don't know.
All I understand is the hurt and pain running deep in the heart of me, and
all the lies you caused me to believe.
Because of you I have lost sight of everything I am and the happiness I'd once known.
(Chorus)
Because of you, all my hopes and dreams are shattered at the seams, I have grown so blind.
Because of you, I have lost myself, the love I once felt, our lives have become as one, so intertwined.
Because of you, I'm scared to face yet another day alone in the dark with my deepest fears.
Because of you, I spend sleepless nights tryin' hard to fight, not understandin' why you make me cry,
I am drowning in my own tears
Because of you.
I long for the day when I can walk away and not look back.
I scream and pray, "My Lord, please save me from this broken road I'm on."
But it's there, again, you pull me in this dark within,
will this ever pass?
I fall to my knees, refusin' to believe that you could be so strong.
(Chorus)
(Bridge)
As this lonliness goes on,
And I can't face another dawn
I'm begging you, please,
Give me reason to believe.
I don't wanna cry,
But I'm dying inside.
Help me understand
There's a purpose and plan,
Help me understand
Your plan.
(Chorus)
Because of you, I give my hopes and dreams, shattered at the seams, to the one Love I always knew
Because of you, I have found myself, the love I feel is stronger than before because of this pain you put me through.
Because of you, I know I can face yet another day alone in the dark knowing that He has set me free.
Because of You, Amazing Grace, I once was lost but now I'm found, was blind but now I see.
Because of you
Because of You
(2x)
**~Jessica Lin, 07/01/2006~**
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| Jesus, can I come Home to You tonight? I'm hurting so much, and I know Your word says that I can do all thing through Christ, my Savior, my God, who strengthens me, but I really feel I could do them so much better if I were there at Home with You. Right now, I'm hurting and I feel hopeless, and I just want to go Home. Can I? Please? **~Jessy~**
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| ¡Me hacen!! Todo lo que tengo que hacer está presente mi papel en
clase mañana, pero con excepción de ése, soy hecho!!!!!! ¡Gracias,
Jesús!!
P.S. Escribiendo en espanol es diversion!!!!!!
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